Dedication
To Myself
Whom I shared my
dreams with,
Whom I lost through
the process,
Whom I fought so hard
to pull together,
Who almost drowned in
her chaotic mind,
Who tried so hard to get
back up again,
Whose life I'll try to
live again.
As the moon paints a ray of light on her face, she started wondering about her value - as a girl, as a lady, as a child and as a family. No one notices the pain beneath her laughter yet everyone sees her imperfections. She hardly believed that he'd see the stroke of misery in her life but no; it was a total disappointment. She thought she could share her burden to him yet he became her heaviest load. She thought he'd make a difference but he led her to a melancholic conclusion about herself. She thought it was a joyful roller coaster ride but it turned out to be a slow and sorrowful Ferris Wheel ride. But still, she chose to stay despite the darkness that encapsulated them. However, everything would always come to an end. She became weary trying to fix what's already broken. She lost her sunshine trying to stop the storm. She lost herself when she thought she's getting to know herself more. In the end, she was wounded. A new wound had made the old ones ache agai...
Whom you laugh with, whom you enjoy your life with☹️
ReplyDeletemaybe, I don't even remember the last time I enjoyed living :D
DeleteAww.. soon you will enjoy again living☺️ I’m gonna pray for you❤️
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