11:11
You
will always be my 11:11 thought even if I am no longer yours…
They say, when the numbers of the time are
in unison, your guardian angel is closest to you – you must make your best
wishes for it to come true. I believed in this as a child. As I see 11:11 on
the clock, I tend to wish for my mom’s long life, for good health and the like.
But as time passes by, I have met a
lot of people that changed my perception on this. It is not the time in unison
that makes your wishes do come true. It is not the only time your angel is
closest to you. As a Christian, you are always close to God so as my faith in
Him grows, my belief in 11:11 vanishes.
However, there was someone who then again
made me believe it was true; who made it special to me – special in a way that
I waited for it most of the time. I yearned for it every day. It became my
favorite time of the day…
…not until he left.
I was left in sorrow. I was left miserable.
I was left in despair. I was left alone, again.
As 11:11 strikes on the clock, I was
reminded of him. I still get butterflies in my stomach remembering the wishes
we made together, the plans until we’re over and the promises of forever. He
made me feel loved for a while then left me hanging by a thread for the rest of
the days.
Melancholic as it is but my 11:11 thought
turned out to be just another 12:51.
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ReplyDeleteYou are my 11:11 of all time ♥♥♥
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